Sitting here crying once again about a dying friendship. I just don’t know what to do anymore. We’ve been friends for about 6 years now, but for the last year and a half or so I feel like the only one putting any effort at all into it. I’m just so sad and upset about being sad and upset. I keep telling myself that a crappy friendship is better than none at all, but crying over it at least weekly for this long is with no improvement is so hard. I can’t believe how hard I try to fix things and it all seems go go unnoticed.