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Yep and with so much scholarship money, I can finally perchase one or two windstones 🙂 Now the only decision left is which one? Hmmm decisions, decisions…
I’m so sorry for not posting, school got crazy and just didn’t stop. I’d of posted sooner when I got on break but I just enjoyed the fact that I didn’t have to be on a computer doing research or doing papers for a while. But either way I aced all my classes and I got a scholarship I’ve been trying to get. How has everyone been doing here at Windstone? I see that they have new colors out and some new designs for bookends and a few more other things.
things are rocky but getting there. Me and Tom are still friends but I had to tell him a few days ago that I couldn’t be what he wanted me to be. Even though I do have feelings for him I know my heart is with Ryan. I had to tell him because it would be wrong to keep going like we were, I’d be giving him false hope and even though we won’t ever be close like we were, which I will miss more than anything, I don’t play with peoples feelings like that and I couldn’t do that to him.
Things are really busy Ski, but at least I’m getting somewhere now. Sorry about your man going off, I know how that’s like but I hope everything goes well for the both of you. Since I’ve been in the same possition I know there really isn’t much to say to make you feel better, but we’re all here if you need to talk.
Thanks for all the feedback, I’m glad all of you are doing well. I’ve been taking British Literature and American Literature, three education classes and one math. Nothin much going on accept school, Ryan is home and had gotten a job with a company around here. Even though he works for 8 days straight at least he’s home, he has six days off which is nice. I have my own room here in the dorm which is great, no distractions.
Sorry I haven’t been around much in the past month, college is really keepin me busy. I have a lot of literature classes and education classes so I have do observastion a lot to get in enough hours. So how is everything with all ya’all?
That’s awful, I started reading the series last year and I’m alread so connected to all the characters in Robert Jordan’s world. But I think in stead of morning his death we should celebrate his life. So to Robert Jordan, bravo and thank you for every book, paragraph, and sentance.
“I depart as air—
I shake my white locks at the runaway sun;
I effuse my flesh in eddies,
and drift it in lacy jags.
I bequeathe myself to the dirt,
to grow from the grass I love;
If you want me again,
look for me under your boot-soles.
You will hardly know who I am,
or what I mean;
But I shall be good health to you nevertheless, And filter and fibre your blood.
Failing to fetch me at first,
keep encouraged;
Missing me one place,
search another;
I stop somewhere,
waiting for you.”Walt Whitman
NP DtD, actually we talk on the phone every night and mail letters. We do as much as possible to stay connected. But after a while you eventually begin to lose ground.
Things have gotten better dragonessjade. Though things are still shaky we spent 3 days just me and him and worked a lot of things out.
Yeah, tell me about it. I can tell its going to be an interesting year. Ryan should be home today around 4:30. I’m a combinationa of happy and scared.
I thought I’d update you all on what has happened so far. I’ve told Ryan about everything and he’s going to be home tomorrow. A combination of what’s happened and him just hating where he was at and what he was doing. I’ve been trying not to think about it but its hard.
In current news I’m all moved in in my dorm room and class starts at 8am tomorrow for me. And today, I saw my ex >_< lets just say it did not go so well, even though we parted on alright terms. To put it lightly, he mentioned pushing me down the stairs 0_o
Another part that sucks. He’s my friend’s roommate.Thank you Kyrin, I can’t tell you how much this helps. Its just hard to get up the courage to tell Ryan but he does deserve to know. Thank you.
Thank you BPB, thank you for the advise. That’s awful what that girl did, I’m sorry. Me and Ryan did hit it off awfully quick and things did go fast. And don’t worry you were helpful. You’re more insightful than you give yourself credit for. Thank you.
I don’t know. He’s been trying to get a job closer to home. It just makes it hard because I know he still loves me just as much if not more than the day he proposed to me. The last thing I want to do is hurt him.
We have a lot of cave ins here in the mines in WV. But not because of earthquakes. Mostly because of wealthy folk down in Louisiana buying up old coal mines here and hiring people to work in them without making sure the mines are safe and up to code. They hire uneducated and ill experienced workers that wouldn’t know about the safty codes and send them down into a cave. But at least they try and find them when the mine caves in. Happened in Sago last year. So far whenever the mines have caved in they always search till the find them, even though they are usually gone by then. But there was one man in Sago that survived.
