I’m sorry to hear that you’re having such a tough time right now. I hope you are on that promotion list and the NCOER isn’t an issue anymore! And I think staying for 6 more years to get the retirement benefits is definitely the right thing to do, if the situation is tolerable.
Dealing with this kind of stress is really hard, but hang in there. This will pass. In the meantime, focus on your pink poad and the other good things in your life. 🙂 I love your siggie! 😆