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Dragon Master wrote:
what is FIP I have NEVER heard of it??
I have heard of FIV and all my cars are but FIP is new to meFeline Infectious Peritonitis – a fatal, incurable disease that affects cats. 😥
Whisper (female black lab mix, 3 years old)-
Echo (female pit bull mix, 3 years)-
Rin (female calico, 5 years)-
Rocky (male maine coon, 3 years)-
Kari (female grey tabby, 10 years)-
Tsing (female siamese, 6 years)-
Kali (female grey tabby, 2 years)-
Sango (female tuxedo, 3 years)-
And then I had two more cats that had to be put to sleep for Feline Infectious Peritonitis.
Panda (female calico, 1 year old when she died two years ago)-
And Maya, female siamese, 4 years old (I think) when she died last year. I don’t have a picture of her, but she looked like Tsing. Tsing was her mother. She got the FIP from Panda, and now we’re starting to suspect at least two of our other cats have it too (Tsing and Kali).
We might have to find a new home for Rin and Sango cause they’re always fighting. They pick on Tsing and Kali (probably because they know they’re sick…).
Oh XD Heruga, doi. *is smart, really* I blame it on the pituitary tumor (if there is one, don’t know yet). XD *shot*
Kujacker wrote:A picture of an anthro Hellgar? X3
Like the curio… it is the perfect size for that small corner 🙂
XD Actually it’s my Houndoom character Anthrax in anthro form. :3Yep, it is the perfect size! My mom got one too for her cat figurine collection. 😀
twindragonsmum wrote:How nice to have a home just for your Windstones! Love your little stone kitty. What is the sculpt called?
twindragonsmum
The little one? It’s Tiger I think (or Puffin, can’t remember XD). The winged one is the large happy cat gargoyle.skigod377 wrote:You need a poad in there! 😆
lol you’re right! I do plan on getting one eventually, though I haven’t decided which one yet. XD
Nice collection Kyrin! I love that pyo Kirin. ^__^
Oh… my… gahd… that is one HAWT kirin. If these are made as a production color I would SO get the whole family!!! 😯
A few weeks ago I got a nice curio cabinet for my (small) windstone collection. It fits perfectly in the corner next to my computer desk. 😀 I would’ve posted pictures sooner, but I somehow ended up with a computer virus that I just finally got rid of (plus I had a virus of my own, ugh). It’s got a light and a mirror back, yay!
I bought a rainbow mother dragon from Ski last week and she came today! *squees* She’s so pretty!!
I never really cared for the mother sculpt before, but now that I have one I love it! 😀
*squees* I want one! Can’t afford it right now though since I just bought a dragon from Ski, so I’ll probably have to wait for the next batch. ;0;
Well, my mother believes me now, obviously. ^^; Of course if I told my brother he’d just accuse me of screwing up the test somehow to make it look like I’m sick when I’m not. *sigh* Just can’t win sometimes.
I’m still waiting on the results of my second blood test. Should be any day now, hopefully. Then I’ll know whether or not to try to see the doctor earlier.
I’m still freaking out over this whole thing. My mother is trying to stay calm, but I can tell she’s worried too. And my dad is just pretending not to care so he doesn’t scare me. 🙄
It’s not a regular doctor I have to see, it’s an endocrinologist. December was the earliest they could get me in. I’m not sure a clinic would help at this point?
(Sorry if some of this is hard to read/doesn’t make much sense. I’m pretty much scared out of my mind right now.)
I’ve been having hormone problems for years (horrible craps, hot flashes, hair in weird places, psycho mood swings, heart racing, constant nightmarish nausea & dizziness to name a few) so I finally went to the gynecologist a couple weeks ago and she sent me for a blood test to check my hormone levels.
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(Most of what’s below is copied from my livejournal, edited for language.)
So I got the test results back a couple days ago.
Apparently the pituitary gland in my brain isn’t working right and screwing up my thyroid and all my hormones, so… that’s why I always feel like I’m dying. Have to go to another doctor to find out more. x.x; So not helping my anxiety disorder. I’m gonna need an MRI too. Augh. I hope they don’t find, like a tumor or something. ._.;;
I knew it was something like that all along. Seriously, how many times have I told my parents and my doctors it’s something in my brain, it has to be? Everything else is fine so what else could it be? But they always told me I was imagining it, I was crazy, or I was making it up for attention/to be lazy. Well now there’s proof. *sighs* ‘Least I know what it is now…
My mother is seriously scaring the crap out of me. She thinks I have a brain tumor.
I can’t even get in to see the doctor til NEXT MONTH, and then the MRI probably won’t happen til like January at least. I have a hard time getting to sleep cause I’m scared half to death. I could be DEAD before the doctor sees me, or in a coma or something.
My parents want to sue my old doctor for telling me I’m crazy and refusing to see me unless I got counseling. She never believed me when I told her all my symptoms just because the blood tests kept coming back fine. But they never tested my hormone levels until I went to the gynecologist the other week.
Y’know, if I never went there, they never would’ve found out my pituitary gland and thyroid don’t work right, and this could’ve gone of for God knows how long. No one would’ve known I was really sick until I dropped dead. That’s what scares me the most. It was just a coincidence that I went to the gynecologist for the HPV shot and b/c pills (for PMS).
And what’s worse is… I started having these problems SEVEN YEARS ago. God only knows how bad this crap could really be if it’s been going on untreated this long. I’m so scared. Even if it is fixable. I’m… terrified. Most of the time whenever I stand up I get so dizzy that I fall over and hit the wall/chair/whatever happens to be there. It’s getting worse… I’ve had a nasty headache for almost two weeks. I really wish I could see the doctor and get the MRI sooner than the middle of December.
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So… that’s pretty much it. I want to call my brother and tell him just how wrong he was about me being crazy. He actually wanted me locked up in the nut house. Him and my mother; they were both convinced I was making this all up so I didn’t have to get a job. (I’m 20 and have never been able to work or learn to drive because I’m always so dizzy/nauseous/close to passing out.) My old doctor thought the same thing.
WHY would I make all this up? You think I enjoy being miserable? That I like being stuck and home and almost never able to leave the house without risking getting horribly sick?? What’s worse than being sick is the fact that no one ever believed me. Not once. It was like they thought every word that came out of my mouth was a lie. And that kills me inside. That no one trusts me. I hate it. It almost makes me WANT to die sometimes. But now it’s different. Now they KNOW there’s something wrong with me, and they can’t ignore it any more.
Sorry for the rant. I just needed to tell someone other than the few people that actually take the time to read my lj.
