I’m so truly sorry to hear about your loss! 🙁
My dog died in my brother’s arms on the way to the emergency pet hospital, it was terribly upsetting and I think I was in denial for over a week until it just hits you that they’re gone – which happened while I was having a riding lesson but I had good friends for support there.
Sorry, I don’t mean to blab on about me, I’m just hoping to offer my empathy, sympathy and support.
Please take care :).