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August 1, 2015 at 3:49 am #508100
To those wondering of my absence lately…
I’m still here, Just kinda hiding. I have have some major issues the past couple weeks. I gal whom I had thought to be a good friend dropped a bomb that she had gotten with my boyfreind and that he had been cheating on me (false allegations btw,) among some other crap starting a ton of drama among our social group. After dealing with that turmoil, and after deciding I was breaking up with my significant other, I found out it was quite the opposite and that she was just trying to get us to break up so she could get back at him for refusing her. Then I found out she has been slandering the both of us among a bunch of people and then turned back around pretending to be my freind again. She is now threatening to sue my boyfriend fro sexual harassment (again under false pretenses) and continues to try and mess with my head. My epilepsy and seizures have also started again. About 4 days ago I had an event and went into status have between 20-25 seizures in just over an hour and have been having them almost daily the past weekish (kind of since my birthday on the 23rd- ish.) I am also sick again and working on paper to get protection orders against her and harassment issues. We are trying to keep me out of the hospital but if I go into to status again, its another ems ride down. That and I am getting bills from tests earlier this year that I cant pay and that my insurance keeps messing up because they apparently dont understand the memo that I am no longer on the other insurance, and so yes, they are indeed primary. >.< That all coupled with never healing at all after falling down the stairs to weeks is pushing me overboard. I usually play Dagorhir each week with our local group and I tried to this past tuesday and ending up falling because of my hips several times and twice into trees. I can hold my own, but I am watching my ability to stand and walk and do any kind of runny just slip away out from under me. So I am hiding and taking a beak from commissions for now and just kind of fiddling with my portfolio and little doodles of things for a while. If you need me, feel free to contact me. I'm around and I'll answer, I'm just not very active and keeping to my self to void stress. The good news of the week? Laundry2011 got approved for an apartment and is moving into my complex in two weeks so she'll be closer to work and to me to help me and such. Thanks for being such a supportive community. If you need anything or some help or such just let me know. If you want to support my work, you can help me at my go fund me page here. Right now, what I have for my work is what I get from it. Thanks every one! Here is a tidbit of of my doodle-y ramblings... I wish i could make the pic smaller 😛
Recently married to the ever lovable BiPolarBear (little John)
www.weaselsoneasels.com | www.facebook.com/weaselsoneaselsAs seen on This is Life with Lisa Ling on CNN (2018) !
Always open for pyo commissions, repairs and fine artwork! Email me for current prices! awier(@)weaselsoneasels.comAugust 1, 2015 at 4:16 am #932720I am so sorry you are going through so much on so many fronts. Anything I say will be so inadequate, but I do hope things start to turn around for you.
August 1, 2015 at 5:52 am #932722Sorry to hear that. Man you have to wonder why some people will deliberately cause drama and try to ruin people’s lives and make them look bad just because they probably feel bad themselves and want to take it out on other people. It’s like she should know this isn’t high school anymore and messing with people can have serious consequences. She could be sued for slander and if you can get a protection order as well that should at least make her realize this is not a game but someone’s life she is wrecking! Anyway I hope she learns her lesson and you get better and things get better soon!
I was trying to be friends with my ex again recently for stupid reasons as you would think I would remember how badly he used to treat me but we had a fight again last week and I felt so sick and depressed after that I literally was getting flu like symptoms all over and thought I was getting really sick. I had some serious back pain and headaches and eye pain and then after a few days of not turning into a flu and going away, I feel fine now. I am starting to think that the pain was from stress and that I actually wasn’t sick so I know how stress can bring on physical symptoms. If you get away from your stressors as well that should help you too, to not have so many seizures and such.
Looking for rainbow or pink & teal grab bags!
August 1, 2015 at 10:50 am #932730So sorry you’ve had so many issues lately. I hope everything settles down fast for you. Hopefully you’ll be able to get your ex “friend” to back off and leave you alone soon. It’s always hard when people you know and trust turn out to be like that.
Try to keep your stress to a minimum.
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"COSMIC SHIFT DRAGONS and KI-RINS" and the "OCTOPUS TANUKI TEST PAINT #1"August 1, 2015 at 1:16 pm #932737So sorry to hear that things are going so poorly. Thanks for taking the time to give us an update, and hopefully Laundry2011 moving closer is the beginning of better days for you. Hang in there!
August 3, 2015 at 4:08 pm #932824You have my sympathies, 96037. -sighs- When it rains, it pours. Still, I hope the best and am glad to see that not everything is bad news. I’m happy that laundry will be closer to you and that you’re still working a little on your art. The cat is lovely. Will it be a black cat or are you going to do patterns?
You can check out my work on dA & Redbubble!
https://prezaurian.deviantart.com/
https://www.redbubble.com/people/prezaurian?ref=artist_title_nameAugust 4, 2015 at 3:32 am #932853Ya I’m trying to get done what I can manage with the seizures and stuff. I worked a bit more on the cat, which i updated the photo above. It is black but I am gonna phase the fur out to blue as iff it was dissapearing into the snow. I plan to do a silent auction both online and in person until the end of the month for it, with all proceeds going to our local shelter.
I got some of my paperwork done (and on time this year) and a bunch of my work is going into our local county fair next week. Wish me luck for a ribbon or two. Also in my home town some poeple are doing out first comic con, called Sand-amonium at the end of the month (Aug 29 for those that live near) at our local library. I was asked to run a booth so I will be and there is where people can bid on the cat in person.
sigh..* if anyone wants to put a bid in early on it, just pm me I guess. Bidding Ends August 30th and it will all go to our local, no-kill shelter. Thanks for the kind words everyone. The past three days have been hectic. 😛 My bf and I will be spendind our evening together tomorrow celebrating our birthdays together like a week late. I have been spreading out the cooking prep over the past couple days and got the cheesecakes all done tonight and stuff ready to throw on my small colman grill tomorrow. hopefully it will be nice a relaxing with a good movie after dinner. Anyone interested in hearing the menu I’ve comprised?
lol. Food and chocolate makes everything better.
Recently married to the ever lovable BiPolarBear (little John)
www.weaselsoneasels.com | www.facebook.com/weaselsoneaselsAs seen on This is Life with Lisa Ling on CNN (2018) !
Always open for pyo commissions, repairs and fine artwork! Email me for current prices! awier(@)weaselsoneasels.comAugust 4, 2015 at 3:38 am #932854I’d like to hear about the food! Good food and good company are great mood boosters. Over the years, my husband and I have come up with some great meals. We are fond of lamb and he makes his own Cabernet sauce. YUM. I don’t mind doing the occasional frozen pizza or Mac and cheese, but sometimes a thought out meal is one of the best things ever!
Love baby kirins, safari poads, mini keepers, and anything BLUE, BLUE, and, oh yes, BLUE.
August 4, 2015 at 3:39 am #932855Oh, and I’ll be right over to sample some cheesecake. 😉
Love baby kirins, safari poads, mini keepers, and anything BLUE, BLUE, and, oh yes, BLUE.
August 4, 2015 at 4:37 am #932857Oh, and I’ll be right over to sample some cheesecake. 😉
Well if I must, I promised him dinner and collecting various things the past week and prepping things, 80% of the meal is completely paleo, and it is all gluten free cause of my health issues.
First up is a fresh caught salmon tail, brined slightly and marinated in homemade teriyaki, sliced into to steaks to be grilled fresh tomorrow.
Next is pinapple and squash kabobs accented with fresh mushrooms and walla walla onions lightly seasoned in a smoky hand mixed spice blend I keep in my cabinets, also headed to the grill tomorrow.
All of that paired off with fresh steamed broccoli with the rest of the mushrooms.
It will be served with refreshing cucumber lemon water since I don’t drink and cant really afford any wine at this point.
Later for desert, I have the option of two cheesecakes (His all time fave desert is cheescakes, and I am known for mine, great pairing right?).
The first is a spin on my classic turtle recipe, and is instead a Chocolate Mint Caramel cheesecake with gluten free crust and homemade caramel topped lightly with raw cocoa nibs and those Andes mints.
The second is something new; a paleo cheescake! Yes, they exist! It is a rich dark chocolate accented with lemon and mint, topped with a plentiful floof of freshly mixed whipped cream sweetened lightly with local honey and topped with cocoa nibs. This cheesecake is dairy free(except for the whipped cream which was raw cream), gluten free, night shade free, soy free, refined sugar free, etc etc. Its, well…it’s paleo. And very rich. I think we ate almost 1/3 of the batter. Bad…but soooooo yummy…
He knows one will be paleo, but I’m not telling him which. I’m gonna see if he can guess. And now you know a regular bit of cooking in my household, albiet with a bit more flare than usual. For example, I cleaned all of the art..uh..”clutter”.. off my dining room table so you can actually set a plate on it, lol.
Hows that sound for a date night? Who’s hungry now? I <3 cooking!
thought about a rice pilaf, but realized I just dont have the energy to pull that off. 🙂
Recently married to the ever lovable BiPolarBear (little John)
www.weaselsoneasels.com | www.facebook.com/weaselsoneaselsAs seen on This is Life with Lisa Ling on CNN (2018) !
Always open for pyo commissions, repairs and fine artwork! Email me for current prices! awier(@)weaselsoneasels.comAugust 4, 2015 at 7:50 pm #932889It all sounds yummy. 🙂
August 4, 2015 at 8:34 pm #932892That does sound good. If you don’t have time to do a rice pilaf, you could just cook some plain rice like brown rice or even quinoa. Those make good side dishes and are good for you.
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August 4, 2015 at 10:57 pm #932896That does sound good. If you don’t have time to do a rice pilaf, you could just cook some plain rice like brown rice or even quinoa. Those make good side dishes and are good for you.
Thought about it. Quinoa is a no though, I am allergic to most grains. accept rice. its kinda funny that way.
Recently married to the ever lovable BiPolarBear (little John)
www.weaselsoneasels.com | www.facebook.com/weaselsoneaselsAs seen on This is Life with Lisa Ling on CNN (2018) !
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