Not good… not good at all.

Some of you may remember that my computer is o n its way out… the other day it crashed again. I got it working, but not very well. I think either the hard drive or the processor is dying. Anyway, I can’t get a new one for at least a few months.

Reason for that is we may end up losing our house. We’re having trouble paying the bills and it’s getting worse. I have to sell almost everything I own (including most of my Windstones) just to be able to keep it for another month. It’s really bad and I’m scared half to death. Even my parents are worried. They’re both looking for jobs. I’m unable to work because of certain health and mental issues. I have no idea what’s gonna happen in the next few months. We can’t even afford all the trips to the doctors that I need to fix different issues that have been bothering me for months.

I’m already mentally unstable enough as it is. I don’t think I can handle this…

This might be the last time I can get online for months unless the computer decides to hang on a little longer… I hope it does so I can get some of my Windstones sold, but… I dunno. 😥

I’m just.. so freaking scared. I can’t even get a job to help cause of my stupid problems and I’m totally confused and dunno what to do. T__T

Well.. anything helps I guess. We do have another house that we’re renting, but the people living there are constantly late with their payments, which causes us to be late with our bills, which is making our credit score go from 800+ to like 600. But it’s really the health insurance that’s killing us. We’re going to try to sell the other house, but the way the economy is right now I dunno how long it’ll take. There’s houses around here that have been for sale for over a year. 🙄