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ok so things have gone from bad to worse lately, the plan i am working on to show melody our appreciation seems to be falling through a gigantic hole in the universe and i just cannot seem to do anything about it even though i try, nobody seems to want to order pyo commissions from me so i cant pay rent this upcoming month and thats bad because i dont have anywhere else to go if i get booted from this place, my mother is still harassing me andsaying im worthless and a huge dissapointment because i am just NOW starting to go to school and i should have done it years ago, not to mention my evil sister says if she comes over here and sees more then four cats shes calling the humane society to remove all of them(we have alot because we rescue strays) oh and my dogs barking is becomming a problem because she likes to talk to our neighbors 6 dogs who bark all the damn time, but my neighbors filed a complaint and i had the cops on my doorstep today with a warning about OUR dog barking too much…add the fact someone i trusted fully betrayed me by going behind my back and doing something unmentionable..and you have the reasons why i cant sleep or do anything productive and why i have been bloody crying the my head off the past few weeks….someone please shoot me or atleast tell me what i did wrong in my last life to justify all thsi crap 😥
I’m going thru the EXACT same thing which is why I posted that I may not be here that much for a while. I’ll try to pop in here and there but I have too many things on my shoulders right now. I have the same problem that if I do not get my mortgages caught up I will end up in forelosure and I can NOT let that happen unless it’sa last resort.
I hope things get better for both of us
I’m sorry Draco, I hope things look up for you. Are there any jobs in your area you could do even part time? I would commision you if I could but I’m also on a budget 🙁 *hugs*
i have been looking for any kind of job that pays realy money for the past year but they always hire someone else 😥
I’m sorry things are so tough right now. There have been a lot of times I’ve felt like I was being punished for something I couldn’t remember doing. It sounds like you might need a break from your mother and sister. But it is really hard to stand up to family members and tell them they are not welcome at your home.
You’ve certainly added a wonderful presence to the forum. I can’t imagine the forum without you. I hope things get better for you *sends hugs and chocolate*
Let’s take one thing at a time.
Dracomancer wrote:ok so things have gone from bad to worse lately, the plan i am working on to show melody our appreciation seems to be falling through a gigantic hole in the universe and i just cannot seem to do anything about it
Do you need help with that?
Dracomancer wrote:even though i try, nobody seems to want to order pyo commissions from me
Getting commissions can take a while. Continue to paint when you can, and I’m sure you’ll get some. Like a lot of people, I have to choose, because my stupid money tree isn’t very fruitful.
Dracomancer wrote:so i cant pay rent this upcoming month and thats bad because i dont have anywhere else to go if i get booted from this place,
Can you get a job, even a basic one just to give you enough to avoid this situation? Going to school can be a drag money-wise.
Dracomancer wrote:my mother is still harassing me andsaying im worthless and a huge dissapointment because i am just NOW starting to go to school and i should have done it years ago, not to mention my evil sister says if she comes over here and sees more then four cats shes calling the humane society to remove all of them(we have alot because we rescue strays)
I’m not part of your family, so I’m on the outside, and it sounds like it’s easy to say, but you need to cut off from them completely for a while. Otherwise, your health may suffer from it.
Dracomancer wrote:add the fact someone i trusted fully betrayed me by going behind my back and doing something unmentionable..
Ouch!
Dracomancer wrote:and you have the reasons why i cant sleep or do anything productive and why i have been bloody crying the my head off the past few weeks….someone please shoot me or atleast tell me what i did wrong in my last life to justify all thsi crap 😥
That links with my previous comment on your health. You sound like you’re having a depressive episode. You need to rest and get (as much as you can) the triggers out of you way, otherwise, this may develop into a full blown depression. You may want to check with a doctor about this. I suffered from one due to work. I changed jobs and avoided needing medication. But now, when I take on too much and get too tired, the symptoms resurface. If you want, PM me about this.
All this to say: big hugs!
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maybe it would help if you posted some past PYO you painted in the gallery section of the forum, that way members could see your work and then PM you for commissions. I just thought it might help. 😉😀 Here is a link to demonstrate Dracomancer’s work, please click:
Dracomancer PYO
Also posted in the Paint-Your-Own Windstone commissions
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