Just not right….

I woke up to my husband saying, “I’ve got some bad news…” My brother in law died last night. Brittany had only been married to him for two months…I’d even done their cake, he was perfectly healthy as far as we knew…we’re still not sure of the cause, some sort of anurism or clot, he collapsed and was just gone. He had gone to the chiropracter for the first time ever earlier that day and after which complained his legs were kinda numb and his feet burned. Brittany’s grief was unspeakable, not many could comfort her at all, I was one…We held her as she sobbed and cried his name…she sobbed so hard she stopped breathing at one point and turned a deathly grey…she had to be put on sedatives but she’s still shaky….Today they were moving into their first house that they just closed the mortgage papers on…We’re still in shock…He was such a kind, quiet and steady person…there’s nothing else really to be said…

Brittany was just…crumpled…Oh, god, it hurts to see her like this, she’s normally a strong person…this is more than anyone should have to bear…